AZ#1SkinsFan
10-14-2003, 12:48 PM
HER DIARY - -
Sunday night...
I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a
drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was
upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation
wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he
agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong. He said,
"nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him. He
simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know
why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had
lost him... as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and
watched TV. He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed.
About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress
and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts
were somewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I
decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying
and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure
that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY - -
Today the Redskins lost, but at least I got laid.
Sunday night...
I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a
drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was
upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation
wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he
agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong. He said,
"nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him. He
simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know
why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had
lost him... as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and
watched TV. He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed.
About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress
and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts
were somewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I
decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying
and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure
that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY - -
Today the Redskins lost, but at least I got laid.